Yet, whatever (little) anticipation I had of going back to this sunny island was dismissed when my luggage didn't appear at the airport conveyor belt when I touched down in Singapore. From jokingly laughing at myself that my luggage must be too heavy, to impatiently shifting the weight of my feet, to cursing and swearing silently, to desperate moments of praying, to ... despair.

ALL the 5 months worth of memories containing my Europe travels were gone. To me, it's not about those tangible belongings like my DSLR camera and handphone (which I stupidly left in my luggage in order to squeeze more things into my hand carry). Rather, it's souvenirs for my family and friends, little momentos I got for myself and ALL THE PHOTOGRAPHS IN THE MEMORY CARD. How could I ever be compensated for that, even if I file for insurance claims? I was so looking forward to seeing the happy expressions on my friends' faces on receiving their souvenirs, but no, that's not gonna happen already. It certainly didn't help that my parents chided me for being "careless". Felt like I was blamed for something that wasn't entirely my fault, no?
/update So I got my luggage back intact after a day's delay - it was sadly being left behind in Shanghai when I transited there. Thanks to everyone who showed much concern, encouragement and gave me hope when I was at the brink of giving up!